Pilar Ad贸n’s “Of Beasts and Fowls” [Excerpt]
Released today, 听by Pilar Ad贸n & Katie Whittemore is one of the most bewitching books we’ve released in a while. It’s a book about Coro, an artist who has lost her sister and is “out of sorts,” who goes for a drive, gets lost, and ends up at a place called Bethany where she meets a number of women living together, wearing the same outfits, and speaking in odd, elliptical ways . . .
It’s a book that听听praised, stating “the novel鈥檚 dream logic is as intoxicating as the secluded setting. Readers will eagerly turn the pages of this beguiling literary thriller.” And none other than Mircea C菐rt菐rescu claimed听Of Beasts and Fowls听is “the most haunting [novel] I have read in years.”
To celebrate this release (the first of two Ad贸n books we’re doing), we’re offering a for the rest of the month. (No checkout code required, U.S. purchases only.)
And to entice you further into this witchy, captivating novel, below you’ll find an excerpt from when Coro arrives at Bethany and has her first interaction with it’s inhabitants.
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She鈥檇 put a cotton jacket on over her T-shirt, foregoing the summer raincoat she kept in the backseat. If she had to sleep in the car, she would use it as a blanket.
Once she had a handle on the scene鈥攖he black fence and the vegetation that grew up around it, the stone walls bordering the lane鈥攕he zipped up her jacket and switched on the overhead light. From her purse, she took out a handkerchief embroidered with the letter C and her sketchbook. Maybe there was a security camera on the fence, pointing down at her. Her fixed image at the center of a monitor. Wide-eyed. She was going to write that she needed help on a piece of paper and put it on the windshield, in case somebody, somewhere, could read it. And she was going to draw using the dashboard for support. It was the only thing that would calm her right then, while she got used to the idea that this thing was happening to her. She had actually gotten lost. Her fingers were cold, but she opened the sketchbook and leaned on the dashboard. That鈥檚 when she saw that someone was approaching the gate with a flashlight.
鈥淲hat are you doing here?鈥 The stranger addressed her with the formal you.
She found it odd that a stranger would ask her the exactly same thing she鈥檇 been asking herself.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 wrong? Are you okay?鈥
She rolled down the window.
鈥淚鈥檓 lost,鈥 she said.
鈥淲hat are you looking for? Are you looking for something?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 running out of gas. I need to know if there鈥檚 a gas station somewhere nearby.鈥
鈥淎re you wanting a house? What do you want? To rent or buy?鈥
She heard.
鈥淚鈥檓 lost. Can you help me?鈥
鈥淧eople love coming around here. They鈥檙e attracted to the scenery.鈥
Coro put the handkerchief in her purse and got out of the car.
The woman was opening the gate.
鈥淚 just need to turn around and get back to the main highway, but I can鈥檛 move with all those planks on the ground. And I鈥檓 not sure if I have enough gas. Do you know if nearby . . .鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 not easy to get here. Where do you live?鈥
The woman drew closer and pointed the flashlight right at her face. She shut her eyes.
鈥淒on鈥檛 do that. Please.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not from around here.鈥
She wasn鈥檛 going to repeat that she was lost.
鈥淭here鈥檚 nothing for sale in the area. It鈥檚 even worse the closer you get to the mountain. You have to turn around, go back to the flatlands. There are more houses there. More properties.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e mistaken. I don鈥檛 want to buy anything.鈥
鈥淭hen why are you here?鈥
Coro looked inside the car, still illuminated by the overhead light. Her purse. Her things.
鈥淚鈥檓 running out of gas.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檝e said that already.鈥
For a second, she thought the best thing would be to be clutching the steering wheel again. To put a piece of gum or candy in her mouth. Her breath probably stank.
鈥淒o you have a car? Maybe we could take some gas from your tank and put it in mine. I鈥檝e seen it done, you suck it through a tube.鈥
The woman shined the flashlight in her face again.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 your name? What鈥檚 your surname? I鈥檓 not bringing a stranger to my house.鈥
鈥淚 just need a little gas.鈥
鈥淗ave you come alone?鈥
The woman inspected the inside of the car, the backseat, and asked again what her name was and if she had come there alone.
鈥淚 better go. I鈥檒l try to turn around.鈥
鈥淚 think it鈥檚 reasonable to want to know the name of the person who has just plunked herself down on my doorstep at this time of night.鈥
鈥淚t wasn鈥檛 intentional. I鈥檓 telling you.鈥
She got into the car. The flashlight was right back in her eyes again.
鈥淐ome on. Come with me. We鈥檙e going to try this tube thing. We have two cars down below.鈥
The woman said to follow her.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to bother anyone.鈥
The woman would go on foot and Coro would follow, behind the wheel. That鈥檚 what she proposed.
鈥淚t鈥檚 downhill. It鈥檚 fine.鈥
鈥淟isten . . . Why don鈥檛 you bring your car up here?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 telling you, it鈥檚 downhill.鈥
鈥淎nd if we don鈥檛 know how to transfer the fuel between tanks? Then I won鈥檛 be able to get back up.鈥
鈥淵ou want gas, don鈥檛 you?鈥
She thought for a second.
鈥渊别蝉.鈥
鈥淲ell, come on.鈥
She started the car.
Very slowly, she began to follow the woman, staring at the bright spot of the flashlight leading the way, pointed at the ground. Down a dirt lane toward a house that emerged on the left after several minutes, and which appeared covered in the leaves or branches of several trees. Facing a potholed slope and enveloped in a darkness she wouldn鈥檛 know how to get out of.
The woman motioned for her to go even slower.
鈥淎re you hungry?鈥 she asked, coming over to the window.
鈥淚 just need a little gas. You wouldn鈥檛 have a can, would you?鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e going to have to get out of there.鈥
At that point in the night, she was exhausted. She only just realized she had been breathing through her mouth for some time.
Waving her arms, the woman indicated where she should park, under a tree, where there were two other cars. Coro sighed and tried to calm herself. That woman was going to lend her a hand. She really was going to help her.
鈥淒o you like the house? They say it was built by a single man.鈥
Just then, the lights came on in the first-floor windows and someone turned on a fluorescent outdoor bulb that completely illuminated the front of the house with an extraordinary white light.
鈥淪ome think all the lights should be left on, to discourage burglars. But I don鈥檛 know. Sometimes I think it鈥檚 better if they don鈥檛 know we鈥檙e here.鈥
Coro couldn鈥檛 see her face because the woman had positioned herself against the light. She could see, however, that another woman was coming out of the house, headed in their direction, carrying something. Five or six dogs also appeared, circling Coro and sniffing her.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not afraid of dogs, are you?鈥
She shook her head.
鈥淒on鈥檛 be scared.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 not scared.鈥
The vagueness of the sky against the excessive light from the fluorescent bulb acted almost like a cupola. The place looked like a stage surrounded by trees.
鈥淚鈥檝e just taken it off the fire. Be careful.鈥 The second woman handed Coro a mug, and she accepted it. It was scalding. It scorched her fingers. Her first impulse was to drop it. But she contained herself.
鈥淐补谤别蹿耻濒.鈥
鈥淪hit!鈥 she exclaimed.
The woman who gave her the mug made no expression whatsoever.
鈥淲atch that mouth,鈥 said the other.
鈥淚t鈥檚 boiling.鈥
She looked around for somewhere to set it down. In the company of those two women who watched her.
In an exercise of maximum self-control, after what seemed like hours, she set the mug on the hood of her car, spilling some of the liquid.
鈥淏ring it here. I鈥檒l hold it for you.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 boiling.鈥
鈥淚 warned you.鈥
鈥淣obody could drink that.鈥
鈥淚 warned you. We鈥檒l wait until it cools.鈥
A nozzle hung from the side of the house, lit by the fluorescent bulb, fastened to the wall by a pipe and dripping a few centimeters from the bottom of a stone basin.
鈥淐an I get some water?鈥 she asked.
鈥淚t doesn鈥檛 work. Just drips.鈥
Coro brought her hands to mouth with the sensation that they were on fire. She went to the faucet and tried to turn it, but it was stuck.
鈥淚t doesn鈥檛 turn on or off. We told you.鈥
She brought her hands to her mouth again. They would be covered in blisters. She let the drops from the faucet wet her skin. She had hurt herself in the attempt to turn the lever and now her fingers shook.
A hoe and a rake were propped against the wall, beside the basin. And a wheelbarrow. The two women approached in silence, and when she turned around, she found them right behind her, fully illuminated by the fluorescent bulb. One had incredibly light brown eyes, almost golden, and the pair looked older now than she鈥檇 first imagined. They were slim and limber. They wore their hair pulled back and the same clothes, with identical boots. The same fabric for a pair of dresses equally threadbare and equally wrinkled. The woman who鈥檇 come from inside had put on a shawl.
Over their heads an immense tree grew. Carob, they told her.
鈥淐an we try for the gas?鈥 she asked.
鈥淲ouldn鈥檛 you prefer to come inside? Sit down and have a drink?鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not going to help me?鈥
鈥淲e are helping you.鈥
Coro looked at the dogs still circling her. Coming and going. Peeing on the flowerpots. At the base of the tree hugging the trunk, ringing it, a row of bowls, cups, and tin cans were tied together with string and containing water and scraps.
鈥淔or the cats.鈥
鈥淭hey get on well with the dogs.鈥
Coro couldn鈥檛 care less whether or not they got on. Whether they ripped each other apart or ate each other up. Whether they tore out their eyes or chewed off hunks of flesh.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 wrong? You鈥檙e not afraid of us, are you? You鈥檙e the one who turned up at our gate.鈥
鈥淵ou made me drive down here.鈥
鈥淚f you鈥檙e looking for property, it鈥檚 better to see it during the day. The land. The lake.鈥
鈥淚 told you, I鈥檓 lost.鈥
鈥淩ight, but no one gets lost around here.鈥
鈥淒o you think the broth will have cooled by now?鈥 the first woman asked the second.
鈥淣ot broth, milk.鈥
鈥淒o you like milk? Everyone likes milk, don鈥檛 they?鈥
鈥淲hat鈥檚 your name?鈥
She answered and the women laughed.
鈥淐oro? What kind of name is that? Where are you from?鈥
They told her the name didn鈥檛 exist and she thought that she should get back in the car. She always had that option. That blessed option. Only then would she be calmer. Getting into the car and locking the doors. Staying inside.
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 want to come in?鈥
The two women watched her.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e obviously tired.鈥
鈥淗ere. Drink.鈥
They handed her the mug again. Firmly. Coro brought it indecisively to her lips, but she drank. All of it. Asking herself how she could be there. How had she been able to leave her phone at home. What was happening to her.
It was still hot.
鈥淏etter? You feel better, don鈥檛 you?鈥
Did she feel better?
鈥淐ome on, relax a bit.鈥
鈥淒o you want to come in?鈥
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